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Ritsu Sohma
19 January 2006 @ 06:34 pm
Stolen from Yuki~!

1. List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Disable comments.
4. Never discuss it again


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Ritsu Sohma
03 January 2006 @ 07:29 am
I haven't updated in a very long time...gomen TT_TT

I don't really know what to say o.o; Akito and I are roomed together now...he's a very nice person ^__^ has very cute birds. I'm also sorry for not saying happy new year to everyone...I did make you all presents over the holidays..but I'm sorry I couldn't give them to you on time T_T;

[Everyone gets a hand painted one of a kind portrait of themself]

I haven't seen Yuki in a while either...I wonder if I should call?
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
22 November 2005 @ 05:01 pm
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LJ/blog and see what I say about you?
15. What's the square root of pi?


Hello! ^_^ I got back earlier than I expected... a full week earlier...but the doctors in America told me to take her back in about a month. Yasha-chan, I mean. She got a surgery that treated her inability to see, and when we went to see Yuki-kun last night, he was really excited for her. I was really excited for her.

I was thinking of throwing a Christmas party. I know Thanksgiving hasn't come around yet, but...I mean...sorry...it's a bad idea.

...*flees*
 
 
Current Music: Experemental Film//They Might be Giants
 
 
Ritsu Sohma
19 November 2005 @ 07:09 pm
Good evening!

I finally found a labtop. Thank goodness. I know it's rather urgent, and I know I should have said something before, but..well...

I'm taking Yasha to America to get her eyes looked at. Tsumei-san demanded it as soon as I walked through the door. I took Yasha home with me, gathered my things, and now we're in America.

I've met some very kind people. They don't speak much Japanese, though...

I've learned how to say "Good morning" and "My name is Ritsu". A girl tried to hug me and I ran away...is that bad?

Anyway, I miss you all very much, and I should be back online in about another week or so. ^_^ Promise.
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
11 November 2005 @ 08:16 pm
I apoligize for the lack of notice and exhistance. ^_^; I will (90%) be grounded for a while and I would like to let you know my cell phone is still very much alive and so am I so don't kick me off the community because I'm grounded T_T...if you need anything, then call me. I don't know when I'll be back; this could be the last post in a long time for me.

I failed english (60)
Lost my 300$ raquet
The guy I like hates my gutes because I'm too violent and ugly.

...neh. Don't know how this will turn out.

If I haven't given anyone notice of exhistance in about a month, then you can kick me off ;-; I don't want to ruin someone elses jolly Ritchan time.

Sayonara everyone
Ritchan-san
 
 
 
Ritsu Sohma
04 November 2005 @ 05:09 pm
And I'll never forget what you told me
Because you were the one that told me
And I won't forget the way you're talking
Because you're the one that's talking to me

Don't forget about what you told me
Never let go of the past
When the future looks dim
Time's running out
5..4..3..2..

...1.



*sighs* I apoligize for not updating faster. I have been having a very hard time lately with college. Due to Yasha's poor health, I've had to come by and visit more than I ever have. I love her like a sister, but I have other priorities...I feel so selfish T_T

Tsumei-san left me a note today. She said she went on a vacation and I need to take care of Yasha until she gets back...whenever that may be. Yuki and I were going to take her to my mother's hot springs this weekend. She says she really looks forward to it. She's never actually gotten out of the bed before...so I took her around the park for a while. She took in everything with awe and excitement. Though I am not allowed to have children at college, I have explained the situation and that I may be moving in with Ayame-san, so they're letting her stay with me, but only for a week. Yasha still doesn't understand why she can't stay with everyone, but she hasn't spoken about it often. So I never bring it up. ^_^;

I may be visiting Hatori soon, so he can give me a check-up. I've had this rather nasty cough lately, and I can't figure out what it is.

So far, I've had about a week of all-nighters working on this master portrait that they want from me. It's a lovely picture, to be bluntly honest, but I just don't feel satisfied with it.

I've also taken up the piano and some cooking lessons from Tsumei-san (when she returns, of course). I'm not very good, of course. Hopefully it will get better soon.

Renae-kun returned from America today as well. She calls me often, to check up on me. She's come over a few times to teach me some Inglish English. She doesn't seem to like Yuki-kun's company, so we never talk about him.

She had a strange glint in her eye when she came over the last time. It reminded me...of Yuki-kun.
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
26 October 2005 @ 05:49 pm
I'm doing rather well in school now...I'm majoring in art. My teachers have told me I'm gifted, but I'm just a Sohma. I'm just like everyone else. There's no escaping, even when you're not trying.

I ran into my mother and father today. They were walking around the park, and I didn't want to disturb them, but they seemed to already be aware of my prescence. It was nerve-racking. My mother dragged the two off course and headed for me. I never...

...I never though I would be scared of my own mother. I feel like I've changed, like I don't have to blame myself for everything now. I didn't want everything that was going to well to...just, suddenly die off.

I ran away from her. I don't want to be apoligized for ever again.
 
 
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Current Music: Bigger than my Body//John Mayer
 
 
Ritsu Sohma
23 October 2005 @ 01:00 pm
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Ritsu Sohma
16 October 2005 @ 10:54 am
Ahh... TT_TT I missed the fashion show last night.Something very unexpected came up...a young girl I know named Yasha became very sick, and I had to be there. Mrs. Tsumetai told me that "Yasha is the healthiest (...?) what you're around, Ritsu-san, and I am beginning to wonder if we should move her in with you." The thought also makes me wonder, but nevertheless, I went to see her.

When I arrived, she was still quite sick. Yasha was sitting upright on her bed, resisting medicine. When the door opened, she averted her attention from the purple liqued to me, where she directed her curiosity. Her face was a bright red and the noises emitting from her stomach told me that she probably wasn't feeling good, so I sat there and hugged her. I asked her questions aboutherself, and in response she asked me questions about myself.

When she asked, "Didja bring Yuki-chan with you?" I felt my own stomach crash. I suddenly...

..I suddenly felt very lonely. I wanted to be at the fashion show. When I rose to leave, Yasha pulled on my arm, surprising me. I had almost compleatly forgotten. Unable to leave her side, I sat bak down, only hoping she got better before the night was through.

...in the end, I fell asleep in the chair next to Yasha's bed, and during the night, I left.
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
12 October 2005 @ 05:06 pm
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Good luck, Kyo-kun, Yuki-kun...please be careful, both of you.
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
03 October 2005 @ 05:01 pm
...I...I can't stand the dorms...

..I'm moving out ASAP.
 
 
Ritsu Sohma
23 September 2005 @ 08:53 pm
Haahhh~ @_@...I just got back from getting my mother's perscriptions...but my head hurts so badly now. While I was walking home from the store, I sat down for a bit...maybe I should buy an apartment instead of living in the dorm? My roomate...well...I would just rather not be with her...and I would kind of like to be closer to Shigure's home and the Main House. B-but...I just don't know yet...

I was thinking about visiting Hatori later on...butI'm not sure...I don't want to bother him.
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
20 September 2005 @ 09:04 pm
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Ritsu Sohma
13 September 2005 @ 05:15 pm
H-hello, all...I apoligize for the very late update. I've been very busy in college, and finding a job has been challenging. I think I'll get by though...hopefully.

Alot of things have changed, lately. The way I'm feeling...the way I'm living..but in the end, it has been a change for the better. I heard that Yuki-kun and Kyo-kun got in a fight...but I'm too afraid to ask about it. I don't know what I would do if either of them were mad at me..

All I can do for now is smile and shake it off...but I really am worried...

...Yuki-kun's been getting more and more sick...I'm starting to get scared for him...so I want to be there with him during the week where he needs to recover. Though I know he won't be able to talk to me...I want to be there with him...and make sure he'll be okay.
 
 
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Current Music: Gackt - Memories
 
 
Ritsu Sohma
06 September 2005 @ 09:51 pm
Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
See Ritchan-san's results.Collapse )
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
21 August 2005 @ 09:02 am
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I almost thought I had problems...
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
20 August 2005 @ 05:59 pm
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Ritsu Sohma

Hello, everyone. It has come to my attention that...well...I'm leaving. [OOC: not the RPG! *hits you* NEVAR. XD] Not forever...not for a long time...I'm just...leaving. Only one person knows why...but no one knows where. Not even me.

I know I'm selfish and cowardly and dramatic, but I just can't think of anything else I can do...there's not a cure for jealously.

 

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Current Music: Byakuya - DNAngel
 
 
Ritsu Sohma
09 August 2005 @ 10:46 pm
*coughcough* @____@...h-hello...Today I decided I was going to go home...[OOC: wherever that may be. The Sohma estate? o_O?] and rest for a while. however Tohru-san does it...taking care of everyone without getting sick....

...yes everyone, thats right...I'm sick [OOC again.] with a cold. One that I've had for quite a while now...I hope it gets better soon. I didn't want Kyo-kun and Kazuma-san to get sick, so I'm decided to head home.

When I got home, my mother was...worried...about me. Yuki-kun was worried, too...and he insisted I lay down with a cold rag on my face. So far, it has slipped off 3 times...my mother has told me if I sleep tonight (very well!) then I will probably be better by tomorrow. I surely hope she's right...

Tonight, I also met Kureno-san! It was the first time in a long time I have seen him without Akito-sama. It makes me wonder why Kureno-kun would be without Akito-sama...because they just seem...very...emotionally bonded.

Please don't worry about me...*coughcough* I'll be better...soon... *falls back into bed*
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
07 August 2005 @ 09:45 am

I got scolded this morning...by Yuki-kun. To tell you the truth...it made me really happy hearing from him that people loved me...I guess I was just too blind to see anything. Blinded by my selfish desires.

Well, anyway, I'm at Kazuma's house today. I'll be staying here with Kyo and Kazuma to help take care of Kyo. So he won't be lonely. At about noon I was going to go to Shigure's house to see how Yuki-kun and Tohru-san are doing...but I don't know if I'll be able to.

 

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Ritsu Sohma
06 August 2005 @ 03:32 pm

I'm going to be spending some time with Kyo-kun and Kazuma-san today..I'll be there this evening.

 
 
Ritsu Sohma
05 August 2005 @ 04:37 pm

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Ritsu Sohma
04 August 2005 @ 08:08 pm
Today I overheard someone from the mainhouse talking. They said that Akito-sama would be going to stay with Shigure-san, Tohru-san, Yuki-kun, and Kyo-kun. I'm kind of scared. Kyo still isn't well, and Akito might hurt him again. I might ask Shigure-san if I could stay to watch over Kyo-kun. I wonder if that would be okay? I hope I wouldn't be bothering anyone. If I do, then I'll leave-

No...I can't do that, or else I'd leave Kyo-kun. I've got to be brave though. I've got to pull myself together and go there while Akito-sama is there. I know Yuki-kun and Tohru-san will be there, but I just want to see for myself that Kyo-kun stays well...that he isn't going to be harmed again. It makes me feel edgy that someone could get hurt and I couldn't do anything about it.

Well, just in case I become a burden, I'll ask Kazuma-san if I can stay at his dojo. I just need some company for now..
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
16 July 2005 @ 05:38 pm
I've made my decision...I'm g-going to do it. I know...I probably shouldn't. I know I shouldn't attempt to do what others could not... I know I shouldn't waste her time...but...I don't want it to be this way...! It can't be this way! ...he can't leave us...now that we're all becoming friends. He can't leave us now that we're starting to understand him...and he's starting to understand us. I can't...I can't just sit by...and pretend that Tohru-san is going to take care of it. She's already taken our burden's and folded them...gently...comfortingly. Lovingly.

I apoligize...Kyo-kun. Don't get out of bed, please.
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
10 July 2005 @ 06:05 pm
Today I tried talking Kyo-kun out of his plan...yet...Kyo-kun still wants to do it...even if it hurts Tohru-san. It makes me feel horrible inside...both Kyo-kun leaving...and Tohru-san breaking...I remember Ayame-san telling me once how close those two were...I remember I was jealous... because to me, Tohru-san is the healer...the healer of the Jyuunishi. It's because I love both you and Tohru-san, Kyo-kun, that I'm begging you to reconsider...
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
09 July 2005 @ 05:39 pm
...thank you so much, Ayame-san...Ayame-san made me such a beautiful icon! Isn't it just wonderful? Thank you , Ayame-san~! *sparkle sparkle*
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
07 July 2005 @ 12:01 pm
...*sniff* Tohru-kun is...very kind..her words travel through my heart almost as if on wings! She makes me feel...more confident in myself...so I decided I want to go to Shigure-nii's house today. Just to see her...because it makes me feel safer with her around...but if she doesn't want me to come, then I'll leave right away!! I shouldn't impose my terribly weak knees on someone as kind and loving as Tohru-kun! Oh, I make myself feel horrible! I APOLIGIZE TO THE WORLD! I APOLIGIZE TO TOHRU-KUN! I'M SO SORRRRYYYYYYY!
 
 
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Ritsu Sohma
06 July 2005 @ 10:09 am

*sits down and shuffles feet around unconciously and nervously* ...I...am Ritsu Sohma. I r-recieved one of these livejournals...hoping that you could...well...umm....visit it....

 

I'M SORRY! I'M SO SORRY! THIS MUST BE A COMPLETE WASTE OF YOUR PRECIOUS TIME! I'M SO SORRY! PLEASE REEENNNDDEEERRR JUUUDDGGEEEMMENNNTTT!!!

 
 
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